~jedivader

THE HERO RETURNS!

got two new writings up............i like em, even though both of them are kinda depressing. Maybe some more people will start reading them



-Semper Fi

NO ONE HAS READ IT YET!!

Man...this blows. Not a single person has read my book. NOT ONE. that blows seriously not because no one likes it, but because no one would know if they liked it or not because they won't give it a shot.


Did Christmas shopping, glad to have it finished. Got alot of DVDs, gave my brother a new PS 2 game. Maybe he'll let me borrow it sometime . Found a hilarious site the other day, [link]. It's great, and since i've read it me and my friends have been flippin off every H2 we can find lol.

Well now that Eternal Night is finished, I've begun work on my second book. Don't have a name yet, nor a complete 100% storyline. I've got it figured out that its gonna be a action/techno/romance book lol. It takes place a bit in the future and its about Earth at war with itself in three factions. The main characters are three friends in the USDF (US Defense Force) and the lives they leave behind as they go into war. I can't give away much more, but I will here soon. They overriding theme is Dreams though. That will be explained later as well.

I think i've lost one of my best friends. Hope not, but I can see the threads slowing unravelling, and i gotta do my best to keep them strong. She hasnt even visited my deviant page!!!!!!! Can't belive it!!!!

Man, I'm so ready for Christmas. I love this season, its always been really important to me and I look forward to it every year. What makes me mad though is that so many people act like its a chore to give presents. I love it. I love giving, even when no one gives to me, but its all good. Turns out though that the one thing i asked for is the one thing no one gave me : everyone bein happy inside my circle of friends. I also asked people to come to my christmas party, but everyone had BS reasons except for the people who are really close to me. I appreciate it you guys (the ones that had real real reasons and those who actually showed).

Well, i'm off to help a friend find some presents for his lady. Merry Christmas and Semper Fi.

this is my first journal entry!

SO, I'll introduce myself. I'm Bill. " Hi Bill!". I'm a alc....Oh wait! Wrong one! SHiaglakjsdft!

I'm in the USMC, hopefully going into ground intel. I love to draw but completely suck at it, but i found out i have another talent : writing. I love to write. I'm always thinking of stuff to write about but never get to actually write it down.

So i finally decided to post my book, Eternal Night. It really is a reflection of my life when I wrote it. Luke is what I strive and hope to be as I grow. I hope to be that guy that everyone loves and can come to when they need help, the unselfish giver who wants only to help everyone. Alas, sometimes I feel like I have not lived up to that.

Back to the book though. Lets break it down. First theres the group of friends traveling togther. Yep, those are my friends, its exactly what i saw inside of their hearts during those times. I can't really say too much about that thoguh right now, mostly cause i dotn want to spoil it for anyone thats reading it. Message me and i'll tell ya all about it though.

Then theres the love story. Yeah, back then I seriously thought i was in love with this girl (anya, but thats not her real name ). In the end, it was a futile endeavour, and I found out no matter how much you love someone, its entirely possible for someone to not love you at all. Yeah, it sucked, maybe it turned out for the better, I dont know.

On another note, cuddleing is one of the best things in the world, dont you agree? There are very few things that can top the feeling of holdign someone in your arms/being held in someone's arms....feeling their heart beating against you.....wow. Not alot of people agree with me though, alot of people just want to rush into sex and skip cuddleing. Cuddleing is the shiznit. That and I think that friends should be able to cuddle. No one agrees with me on that. If a guy and a girl are good friends, they should be allowed to cuddle without the world thinkin they're trying to "hook up". Its just showing that they love each other (in a platonic way ). Alas, I do belive i'm doomed to no cuddle time for a while now, as my best friend won't (course i dont ask cause she'd prob think it wierd). Oh well.

Well, i'm out. Got work tomorrow. Then Christmas party. Yay!

---Semper Fi